Broken Promise

Broken BY the Broken Promise          

           ~ A sincere dedication to my pals - Ann & Asha  ~Soaked in tears of agony I tried to come in terms that I was once again left to fight alone.Broken by the broken promise I writhed in pain,buried by sorrow and mercilessly stabbed by the dagger of love.                          I sat all night                          Trying to think it right                           I knew it was wrong                          Yet wanted to think about it for long.Memories,like the fallen leaves of autumn awaiting the wind,were washed by the bitter tears gushing from my eyes as it were an immortal spring.Regret sprinkled upon reality as I battled to blur the visibilty of my question on the insignificant role I played in his life.Struggling to believe the delusion that I am fine,deliberate I was fooling myself,dejected by his words,I was compelled to conclude LOVE-AN ILLUSION.                         Wanted to forgive him through a kiss                         And make our life a bliss                         Yet somwhere deep down                        Acceptance had already been sown.Smile-a ruse I had to be constantly reminded of,his return-yet a hope I desperately clinged to,his voice-a signature tone of my life now kissed a silent death by the snowflakes of his silhouette,I let  a tear escape knowing that holding them back wouldn't aid in them vanishing.                       I would recite myself strong                       And drown again into thoughts                       Which instead I should have fought                      But cried again and proved myself wrong.Meaningless was my presence in his life,wrath feeling the zenith,soaring was my hatred but I tell youWHEN I SAID " I HATE YOU " I DIDN'T MEAN IT JUST LIKE HOW YOU DIDN'T MEAN WHEN  YOU MADE PROMISES.